my cold is for real now and it suuuuucks
i should probably be trying to sleep rn but i have no conception of the morning or how shitty i’ll be at waking up. i won’t be bleeding so it shouldn’t be that hard, right?!
i came here wanting to say something, but have forgotten what that was. maybe something about…. doing things. maybe something about m. maybe something about the intersection of doing things + m in my life. fuck, what was it xD i guess maybe that i was thinking it might be easier to accomplish things if I went ahead and did them while i was still out, rather than going and getting her, going home, then going back out? today was kinda inevitable bc of her appointment, but damn, what timing.
talked all evening with…. man, too many ‘k’ people to just initial… kim. don’t know if i actually helped. hope she wasn’t mad at me or anything. felt like a decent human being for actually responding to her p frequently and holding conversation today, instead of ignoring, and validating her while she split on one of her new dudes.
meeeaanwhile i did nothing to improve myself and had cheddar chex mix and white chocolate flips for dinner.
tmrw it’d be nice to…. get some paint swatches on the way home, then head south for the rest of the shopping we want to do. oh shit groceries too
ants found the counter tonight. thankfully, i found the ants. the counters are clean for now but i’m sure they’ll keep coming now that one found its way up there. 🙁
why am i still bothering to write this, why am i still awake