are you feeling better

just got home from another full weekend w/R. not terribly mixed feelings yet, but i can tell they’ll be there.

  • i… don’t actually have much music that I would classify as good for fuckin’ playlists. totally blanked on that on friday. i guess maybe hot thoughts would’ve done it.
  • no Lu next week. I gotta be on top of my shit.
  • literally cuddle-fucking in every spare moment alone in his room.
  • being curious and thoughtful and a whole, real person is hard. wehhhhhh