i don’t have much time. i’m very tired and have to wake up early tomorrow. still, this feels like… where i want to be.

r + i have exchanged “I love you”s. It was an entire week and a half of no upsetting/depressing insecurity from the first time to the next time i felt that. (today :P)

trying to be a decent sibling. trying to make myself do the things. trying to not arrive so damn late every single day.

last weekend was an interesting polycule moment. poor communication and no respect for boundaries, oh my.

tomorrow, i’m going to have to do a bunch of food stuff in the morning. xP

i hope that the new dropoff schedule will give me a short window in which to read/write. that would honestly be really nice.

too tired, apparently kinda high. gotta sleep.